Spiritual Warfare and Mary’s Yes: A Reflection on 1 Timothy 1:18-20, 2:8-15, Luke 20:1-8, and Luke 1:26-38
Paul writes to Timothy about spiritual warfare: wage the good warfare, holding faith and a good conscience. He speaks of those who have made shipwreck of their faith, whom he has delivered to Satan that they may learn not to blaspheme. Then, strangely, he turns to instructions about prayer—men lifting holy hands without anger or quarreling—and immediately to women learning in silence with all submissiveness. The passage grows more troubling: women saved through bearing children, the invocation of Adam and Eve, the claim that Adam was not deceived, but the woman was deceived.
Meanwhile, in Luke’s gospel, the chief priests and scribes challenge Christ’s authority: Tell us by what authority you do these things, or who it is that gave you this authority. Christ responds not with credentials but with a question about John’s baptism. They refuse to answer because they fear the consequences either way—and so Christ refuses to answer them. A standoff about authority, about who has the right to speak and act.
Read these passages during Advent, and something shifts. Place them alongside the Annunciation—the moment when a young woman receives the message that will overturn history. The angel Gabriel was sent from God to a city of Galilee named Nazareth, to a virgin betrothed to a man whose name was Joseph. What follows is the cosmos pivoting on Mary’s response: Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word.
Mary’s authority comes from receptivity, not assertion. She doesn’t demand credentials from Gabriel. She doesn’t challenge God’s right to disrupt her life. She asks one clarifying question—How shall this be, since I have no husband?—and then surrenders completely. Her authority to bear God into the world emerges from her willingness to receive what she cannot control or fully comprehend. This is the pattern.
The Inner Work: What Authority Are You Claiming?
The chief priests and scribes demand to know Christ’s authority because they’re defending their own. They’ve built entire identities on being the authorized interpreters, the gatekeepers of religious legitimacy. When Christ acts without their permission—teaching, healing, cleansing the Temple—He threatens the structure that gives them significance. Their challenge isn’t really about theology. It’s about territory.
Notice what you feel when your authority is questioned. Not your ideas challenged—that’s intellectual. Your authority. The right to speak, to be heard, to matter. Someone interrupts you, talks over you, dismisses your insight, acts as though you’re not in the room. What rises in you? Anger, certainly. But underneath the anger: fear. The terror that perhaps you don’t matter, that your voice carries no weight, that you’re invisible.
Paul writes to Timothy about those who have rejected conscience and made shipwreck of their faith. What does it mean to reject conscience? Not to violate it once—we all do that. To reject it means to silence the inner voice that tells you when you’re performing rather than being, when you’re defending territory rather than seeking truth, when you’re grasping for significance rather than resting in the significance you already have. Conscience is your soul’s voice, and your soul is always in communion with God. To reject conscience is to choose the noise of ego over the whisper of truth.
The spiritual warfare Paul describes isn’t primarily against external demons—though they’re real. It’s against the internal structures of false self, the persona you’ve built to prove you matter. The demons work through those structures, amplifying your wounded need for validation, exploiting your terror of insignificance. When Paul delivers someone to Satan that they may learn not to blaspheme, he’s not sadistically punishing them. He’s removing the ecclesiastical protection that allowed them to keep performing. Now they have to face what they’ve been avoiding: the wound underneath the grasping, the childhood terror that they don’t matter, the rage at not being seen.
Mary’s Pattern: Authority Through Descent
Mary receives the most significant calling in human history—to bear God incarnate—and her response is submission. Not submission as self-erasure or passive victimhood, but submission as profound receptivity. She descends from the place of demanding explanations and controlling outcomes into the place of trust. Let it be to me according to your word.
This is the opposite of how the chief priests operate. They assert authority by climbing—accumulating credentials, defending territory, demanding recognition. Mary receives authority by descending—into vulnerability, into the unknown, into the terrifying trust that God’s word is trustworthy even when it disrupts everything.
The spiritual work this Advent is facing your own grasping for authority. Not authority in the sense of legitimate expertise or earned respect, but authority as proof that you matter. Watch for the moments when you need to be right, need to have the last word, need others to acknowledge your insight. That’s not confidence—that’s the wounded child inside screaming to be seen. Real authority comes from resting in the significance you already have as God’s image-bearer, not from forcing others to validate you.
Paul’s instruction about women learning in silence isn’t—despite centuries of misuse—a blanket prohibition on women’s voices. Read through the Maximian lens: Paul is describing what receptivity looks like, using the cultural language available to him. The “silence” he’s pointing to is the inner silence that stops grasping, stops performing, stops demanding validation. Men lifting holy hands without anger or quarreling—that’s the same pattern. Stop fighting for your significance. Receive it.
The Cosmic Reality: Incarnation Requires Descent
God doesn’t enter the world through the powerful, the credentialed, the recognized authorities. He enters through a teenage girl in an occupied backwater who says yes to something she doesn’t fully understand. This is how divine power works: through vulnerability, through receptivity, through descent into what you cannot control.
The Incarnation vindicates this pattern cosmically. The Word through whom all things were made doesn’t assert His right to be recognized. He empties Himself, takes the form of a servant, is born in a stable, grows in a carpenter’s shop, dies on a Roman cross. Divine authority manifests through kenosis—self-emptying—not through grasping or asserting or demanding recognition.
Paul’s reference to Adam and Eve isn’t about assigning blame to women. It’s about describing the pattern of the Fall: Eve was deceived because she grasped for something—you will be like God—rather than receiving what was already being given. Adam wasn’t deceived; he chose knowingly, which is worse. Both patterns are grasping. Mary reverses this. Where Eve said “I will take what I want,” Mary says “Let it be to me according to your word.” Where Adam asserted his will against God’s, Christ—the New Adam—says in Gethsemane, not my will, but thine, be done.
The cosmic structure of reality itself operates this way. Creation doesn’t force itself into existence—it receives being from God. Matter doesn’t generate its own meaning—it participates in divine Logos. Beauty doesn’t prove itself through argument—it reveals itself to those who have eyes to see. Authority in God’s kingdom works the same way: it’s received, not seized.
Participation, Not Performance
Christ refuses to answer the chief priests because they’re not asking a real question. They’re performing, testing, trying to trap Him. He responds with His own question about John’s baptism—not to be clever, but to reveal their game. They calculate the political consequences of each answer and realize they can’t respond honestly without cost. So they say we do not know, and Christ refuses to play. When you’re performing rather than participating, divine wisdom withdraws. Not as punishment, but because performance makes receptivity impossible.
This is what Paul means by waging the good warfare, holding faith and a good conscience. The warfare is against your own performing, your own grasping, your own demand to be validated. Faith is the receptivity that trusts God’s word even when it disrupts your plans. Good conscience is the inner voice that tells you when you’re being real and when you’re performing—and you must not silence it.
The demons attack this place specifically. They whisper that receptivity is weakness, that descent is defeat, that if you don’t assert yourself you’ll be erased. They amplify your childhood wounds—the times you weren’t seen, weren’t heard, didn’t matter—and use that pain to keep you grasping. The warfare is sitting in that pain with Christ, feeling the terror of not mattering, and discovering that your significance doesn’t depend on others’ recognition. Your soul knows you’re God’s image-bearer. The demons can’t touch that truth—they can only drown it with noise.
Paul’s instruction about women being saved through bearing children has been tortured into misogyny for centuries, but look at the Advent context: Mary is saved—becomes the God-bearer, the Theotokos—precisely through bearing the Christ-child. Not because pregnancy is magic, but because her receptivity to God’s word manifests in the most profound participation imaginable: bearing divinity in her own flesh. This is theosis—becoming by grace what God is by nature. It’s not limited to physical childbearing. It’s the pattern for all transformation: receiving God’s word, letting it take root in the depths of your being, bearing divine life into the world through your own flesh and blood and dailiness.
The movement is always the same: descend from grasping, enter receptivity, wait for what grace will do. Men lifting holy hands without anger—that’s receptivity. Women learning in silence—that’s receptivity. Mary saying let it be—that’s receptivity. Christ refusing to defend His credentials to those who are performing—that’s receptivity meeting performance and refusing to play.
The Ancient Calling Restored
This pattern isn’t new. It’s the oldest truth there is. Abraham didn’t seize God’s promise—he received it and waited decades for fulfillment. Moses didn’t grab the burning bush—he took off his shoes and listened. The prophets didn’t make themselves authorities—they received words that often terrified them and spoke what they’d been given. The patriarchs encountered God directly not by climbing but by stopping, paying attention, receiving revelation.
The chief priests and scribes have forgotten this. They’ve replaced encounter with institution, receptivity with credentials, divine authority with human hierarchy. Christ isn’t attacking legitimate teaching authority—He’s exposing the grasping that masquerades as authority. Real spiritual authority always points away from itself toward God. False authority demands recognition for itself.
Orthodox Christianity preserves this ancient pattern: the liturgy as participation in heavenly reality, not performance for earthly observers. Theosis as receiving divine life, not achieving spiritual status. The Eucharist as being fed, not proving worthiness. Mary as the supreme example—the one who shows us how complete receptivity makes us capable of bearing God into the world.
This Advent, the calling is the same calling Mary received: to stop grasping, stop performing, stop demanding that others validate your significance. Descend into the place where you hear your soul’s voice—the voice that’s always in communion with God. Face the terror underneath your grasping: the wounded child who fears she doesn’t matter. Bring Christ into that fear. Sit in it without escaping. Invoke His presence: Lord Jesus Christ, show me Your loving kindness here in this wound.
And then, from that honest place—not before, not by skipping the descent—receive what’s being given. The Incarnation happens in you the same way it happened in Mary: through receptivity that makes room for divine life. Your authority, your significance, your voice—all of it flows from this receptivity, not from grasping. You matter because you’re God’s image-bearer called to theosis. That’s ontologically true whether anyone recognizes it or not. Rest there. Let it be to you according to His word.
