Awakening to What Contaminates: A Reflection on 2 Timothy 2:20-26 and Mark 8:11-21 in light of John 1:11-18 for the Fifth Sunday of Advent
You are called to consider the vessels in a great house—some for noble use, some for ignoble—and to ask yourself not which vessel you are, but what prevents you from becoming what you were created to be. Paul writes to Timothy: In a great house there are not only vessels of gold and silver but also of wood and earthenware, and some for noble use, some for ignoble. If any one purifies himself from what is ignoble, then he will be a vessel for noble use, consecrated and useful to the master of the house, ready for any good work. This is not a comfortable text. It confronts you with the reality that something within you requires purification—not mere behavioral adjustment, but a fundamental cleansing of what contaminates from within.
The disciples in Mark’s boat are having an argument about bread. They have forgotten to bring bread, and Jesus warns them: Take heed, beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod. But they cannot hear Him. Their anxiety about physical provision has closed their ears to spiritual warning. You are invited to notice how your own anxieties—about provision, security, reputation—deafen you to what Christ is actually saying. The disciples have just witnessed Jesus feed four thousand people with seven loaves, yet they are worried about having only one loaf in the boat. Do you not yet perceive or understand? Are your hearts hardened? Having eyes do you not see, and having ears do you not hear?
This Advent season asks you to prepare for the coming of the Light into darkness, and John’s prologue names the scandal precisely: He came to his own home, and his own people received him not. The Word became flesh and dwelt among us, yet those who should have recognized Him were blinded by their own leaven—their own hardness of heart, their own preoccupation with what they lacked rather than with Who stood before them. You are called to ask yourself what leaven has permeated your own inner house, what has made you unable to recognize Christ’s presence when He comes.
Maximos the Confessor teaches that “the person who has been found worthy of divine knowledge and who has received, as far as possible, the power to comprehend the inner principles of creation should then become for himself a great house, having within himself gold and silver vessels—that is, the precious principles of divine knowledge—as well as wooden and earthen vessels—bodily pursuits appropriate to human nature.” [The Philokalia, Vol. 2] The great house is not external to you; it is the totality of your being—body, soul, passions, thoughts, memories, wounds. Some vessels within you serve noble purposes; others have been corrupted by what has entered them.
You are invited to descend from your head into your heart and ask: What am I avoiding? What anger have I swallowed rather than felt? What shame do I carry from childhood that still governs my reactions? The leaven of the Pharisees is not merely hypocrisy in the abstract; it is the specific way you perform righteousness while leaving your inner world unexamined. It is how you create elaborate theological explanations while refusing to feel the grief you have been carrying for decades. The leaven of Herod is not merely political compromise; it is the particular way you have made peace with power structures—external and internal—that contradict the kingdom of God.
Paul’s instruction to Timothy is precise: If any one purifies himself from what is ignoble, then he will be a vessel for noble use. The purification is yours to undertake, yet it is not accomplished through willpower alone. Gregory of Nyssa writes, “Just as in the case of a piece of iron, if it is immersed in fire, it becomes wholly fire—though its nature is not fire but iron—so also the soul that has entered into intimate fellowship with the divine nature is entirely transformed into the beauty of that nature.” [On the Soul and Resurrection] You are called to the descent into your own darkness, not alone, but invoking the divine presence: “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me.” This is not a formula to bypass the pain, but the cry that allows divine love to enter the very places you have sealed off.
The disciples’ hardness of heart is revealed in their inability to remember. Jesus asks them directly: When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many baskets full of broken pieces did you take up? They answer correctly—twelve. And the seven for the four thousand, how many baskets full of broken pieces did you take up? Seven. They remember the facts but have not been transformed by the encounters. You are invited to consider how much of your spiritual life consists of remembered facts rather than transformative encounters with the living God. The Pharisees and Herod also know many facts; what they lack is the willingness to be undone by divine presence.
Advent theology reveals that the Nativity is not God’s invasion of an unwilling creation, but creation’s long-prepared consummation. The Word becomes flesh precisely to enter the contaminated vessels and transform them from within. John writes: But to all who received him, who believed in his name, he gave power to become children of God; who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God. This new birth is your invitation—not to escape the body, not to transcend the wounded child within you, but to allow divine life to permeate even the wooden and earthen vessels, even the parts of yourself you have deemed too ignoble for transformation.
Athanasius declares, “He became human that we might become divine.” [On the Incarnation] This is the staggering claim of Christian faith: that the purification Paul speaks of is not self-improvement but theosis—your entire being gradually transfigured by participation in divine life. Yet this transfiguration requires your cooperation. You must consent to the purification, which means you must face what contaminates you. Not in abstract theological terms, but in the specific memories, wounds, and patterns that govern your inner life.
Paul instructs Timothy to avoid stupid, senseless controversies which breed quarrels, and instead to be kindly to every one, an apt teacher, forbearing, correcting his opponents with gentleness. This is the posture of one whose inner vessels have been purified. You are called to notice how quarrelsomeness arises from unhealed wounds. When you argue about theology while your heart remains hardened, you have become like the disciples arguing about bread in the boat—technically present with Jesus, yet utterly unable to hear Him. The correction Paul recommends is gentle precisely because it emerges from one who has faced his own need for correction, who has allowed divine mercy to soften what was hard within him.
The cosmic dimension of this purification cannot be separated from the personal. Maximos teaches that humanity stands as mediator in the cosmos, capable of either uniting or dividing the created order through our choices. When your inner vessels are purified—when you face your shadow material and allow divine love to transform it—you participate in the cosmic healing that Advent anticipates. The Nativity is not merely a past event but the ongoing incarnation of divine life into matter, into time, into your very body and soul. You are the place where this transfiguration occurs or is refused.
Jesus asks the disciples, Do you not yet understand? The question echoes across centuries to you. What prevents your understanding? It is not intellectual capacity but the leaven that has permeated your perception. The leaven works slowly, invisibly, transforming the entire lump. You are invited to examine what has been slowly, invisibly transforming your capacity to perceive Christ’s presence. Is it the consumerist assumptions of your culture that have taught you to see everything—including spirituality—as a commodity to acquire? Is it the trauma you have never processed, which makes genuine intimacy with God feel dangerous? Is it the childhood message that you are fundamentally unworthy, which prevents you from receiving the gift John proclaims: And from his fulness have we all received, grace upon grace?
Basil the Great writes, “The Holy Spirit perfects rational natures through sanctification, and they are changed by the removal of their impurity.” [On the Holy Spirit] The removal of impurity is not punishment but healing. You are called to bring your impurity into the light—not to be judged, but to be transformed. This is the inner work: to sit with what you have denied, to feel what you have avoided, to allow the wounded child within you to speak the grief and anger that have been silenced.
Paul promises that if you cleanse yourself from what is ignoble, you will be ready for any good work. This readiness is not anxious striving but receptive availability. Like Mary’s fiat—”Let it be to me according to your word”—your purification opens you to become a vessel through which divine life flows into the world. The good works emerge not from your effort to be good, but from your willingness to be transformed. The disciples could not perform the good work of understanding Jesus’ warning because they were still operating from anxiety about bread. They had not yet allowed the truth of God’s abundant provision—demonstrated twice in miraculous feedings—to restructure their inner world.
John’s prologue gives you the theological framework: And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, full of grace and truth; we have beheld his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father. The glory is beheld not through intellectual comprehension alone, but through the transformation of your capacity to see. This is why inner work is not optional but central to Christian life. You cannot behold glory with hardened hearts and eyes that do not see. The purification of the vessels is the healing of your perception.
Gregory of Nyssa teaches, “Just as those who look at the sun in a mirror, even though they do not look directly at the heaven, yet see the sun in the reflection of the mirror no less than those who look at its very disk, so also you, even though you are incapable of seeing the light itself, if you return to the grace of the image that has been placed in you from the beginning, you will have within yourself what you seek.” [Homilies on the Beatitudes] You are the image, the vessel, the place where divine light is meant to shine. But the mirror must be cleaned. The vessel must be purified.
Advent invites you to prepare for the coming Light by removing what obstructs it. Not through frantic activity or intensified moral effort, but through the humble, painful, grace-filled work of facing what you have avoided. The leaven of the Pharisees is removed when you stop performing righteousness and begin allowing righteousness to be formed in you through suffering and transformation. The leaven of Herod is removed when you stop accommodating the powers—internal and external—that contradict God’s kingdom, and begin allowing God’s kingdom to dismantle your false securities.
Paul writes that God may perhaps grant that they will repent and come to know the truth, and they may escape from the snare of the devil, after being captured by him to do his will. The snare is subtle. It does not appear as obvious evil but as reasonable concern—like the disciples’ worry about bread. It does not announce itself as demonic but as prudence, self-protection, wisdom. You are called to discern the difference between divine wisdom and the counterfeits that have captured your will. This discernment happens not through intellectual analysis alone but through the descent into your heart where, in divine light, you can finally see what has been governing you.
The Fifth Sunday of Advent—in traditions that observe it—stands as a final threshold before the Nativity. You are so close to the celebration of the Incarnation, yet Jesus asks: Do you not yet understand? The question is an invitation to honesty. You do not yet understand. Your heart is still hardened in ways you cannot see. Your eyes still fail to perceive Christ’s presence in the ordinary—in the one loaf in the boat, in the neighbor you pass, in the parts of yourself you have exiled. But the grace John proclaims is this: For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God; the only Son, who is in the bosom of the Father, he has made him known.
The invisible God is made visible in flesh. The unknowable God is made known through incarnation. And you—wooden and earthen vessel that you are—are invited into this same movement of divine life. Not to escape your humanity but to allow your humanity to be the place where divine and human meet. This is the meaning of the purification: not to become something other than human, but to become fully human as God intended—transparent to divine light, available for noble use, ready for any good work.
Maximos the Confessor teaches, “The Word of God, the Son of the Father, in His exceeding compassion and love for us, became what we are in order to make us what He is.” [The Philokalia, Vol. 2] You are called to receive this extraordinary promise not as abstract theology but as practical reality. Today, in your inner work, in your willingness to face what you have denied, in your invocation of divine presence into your pain—”Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me”—you participate in this exchange. Christ takes your contamination; you receive His purity. Christ enters your darkness; you receive His light.
The disciples will eventually understand. Their hardened hearts will be softened—not through intellectual breakthrough but through the shattering experience of crucifixion and the stunning reversal of resurrection. You too are invited into this paschal journey, which Advent anticipates. The Light comes into darkness. The Word enters flesh. The Noble One makes His dwelling in ignoble vessels, not because we have purified ourselves completely, but because His very presence is the purification. Your cooperation is required—the facing, the feeling, the invoking—but the transformation is gift. Grace upon grace. From His fullness you receive what you could never achieve: the healing of your capacity to see, to hear, to understand. The cleansing of the vessel so that it becomes what it was always meant to be—a bearer of divine presence into a world still arguing about bread while Christ Himself stands in the boat, asking, Do you not yet understand?
